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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
When I refuse to take shit and speak up against it,
I'm defined as being a bitch.
But if being a bitch means I won't allow anyone to step all over me,
then all I have to say is so be it.
***
do you ever get that feeling where you
don`t want to talk to anybody, you don`t
want to smile and you don`t want to fake
being happy but you don`t really know whats wrong?
***
And even though we grew apart, and even though
we don’t talk as much as two years ago,
just remember that I’ll always be here for you.
***

There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life,
no matter how much you want them to.
it's hard to watch people change right in front of you.
but the worst part is remembering who they used to be
**
you change for only two reasons
you learn enough that you want to
or you hurt enough that you have to
**
The key to life ;; be weird.
take random pictures.
do something no else would expect you to do.
talk to someone you never would.
be someone people think you aren't.
show who you really are.
don't hide under your smile
**
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Boy I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

SIGN OFF HERE at 9:42 p.m.





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Sunday, February 17, 2008
life is like a box of chocolates, you dont know what your going to get, but its always a surprise. Some are good surprises and some are bad, but you just have to keep chewing and get rid of it!
life.is.a.mess!
people are pathetic
the people that i once thought i could trust, who i thought would never judge me are proving me wrong
yay for new friends. who judge by who you are when you meet, not what you used to be
i'm really sick of certain people telling everyone my life, if i wanted the world to know, i would fucking tell them, so next time you want to open that huge mouth of yours, think about what your saying, and how it could be hurting other people. this is the third piece of shit you have told the world that has to do with me.
1st you told them why me and randy broke up, do you not think if i wanted everyone to know then i would have made an announcement, "me and randy broke up because blah blah blah"
2nd you told them personal secrets. ashley phoned me and asked "did this really happen?" and i said yeah but how in the fuck did you find that out???!! "oh, rgbagbr told me!
AND NOW!
jumping to the conclusion that i fucking do THAT just because i go downtown with her?
im sorry. but i am really fucking sick of your shit and i think that you really need to grow the absolute fuck up.
i know kindergarteners that are more mature than you, you graduate this year for christs sake.
you are almost 18 years old
dont you think your a little too old to be spreading dumb shit around? cause i do.
and i also think that maybe you should take a look around, and at your own life.
think about what your saying and how bad it could hurt others.
cause you dont know how much pain and broken friendships you have caused because of these rumours.
so grow up.
saw h.i.m today.
can you say awkward?
i can. and thats what today was.
im sick of being put down.
oh you scewed this up, you shouldnt have done that.
blah blah blah
just fucking dont expect me to do it next year.
i know i suck
i said that from the start
you said i would do
im also sick of some friends
they just dont understand why i do this
or why i dont want to do things
they dont understand me
im sick of not having you in my life
to have you to fall apart to
like i used to
to not have you to love
to tell me everything will be alright
everything will work, just give it time
telling me stories ten times worse so my problems seem like nothing.
i love you and you dont even know anymore.
goodbye.

SIGN OFF HERE at 10:57 p.m.





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wow that was deep val. I dont know whator who this person is but wow. if you need to talk you know how to reach me man you know it
 
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Monday, February 11, 2008
I AM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT.

i hate small towns
i hate liers
i hate stuck up cows
i hate people who spread rumours
i hate people who constantly put me down
i hate how much this hurts
i hate when friends dont understand
i hate this -30 weather

i hate having to ride the bus in the mornings
i hate people who think i do things that i dont
i hate people who lie just to get there own way
i hate how i do some of these things
i hate people who cant have fun
i hate when people ask me complicated questions and i think too much about them
i hate never being able to get you off my mind
i hate how i tell someone something and the next day everyone knows
i hate how you told the fucking entire basketball team MY buisness
i hate how he told you that in the first place
i hate living so far away from you
i hate having dry skin

Seeing you that day made my realize just how far apart we've gotten. I hesitated too long to say hello even though I should have. I wanted to see how you were doing but we are strangers now. You don't know me anymore. Maybe you don't even want to. But it's ok, things are just different now

i love you, and all that you are.
i love the way you used to make me so happy.
i love every word you say, good and bad.
i love how i can never forget the sound of your voice.
i love the very few amazing friends that i can trust in this world.
i love music, and everything it says.
i love happy days.
i love my family.

SIGN OFF HERE at 10:00 p.m.





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i agree with this one

some people (hint hint you know who you are) are ridiculously immature and really need to grow up and realize that spreading rumours is very childlike. you graduate this year and are going to be going to university/college/into the workforce, whatever you decide. and it is there that you will realize what you can and cannot say, that rumours are not supposed to be spread, and that is not your business to spread anyone elses business.

and you can think whatever you like of me. because to me, the opinion of someone like you, a stuck up, immature, snooty cow, is not important at all.

but i'm out for now, and i will be back. there's no doubt about that.
 
BAHAHAHA
VAL had tons of fun on the waterslide.. laughing my ass off when you slipped :P but then I slipped too :( haha

and I hate dry skin too..
 
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
was is brandon all weekend.
saw brittany and britney.
watched movies.
hung out in hotel room.
shopped.
hair cut.
swam.
winterfest.
ate.
fun weekend !

next weekend will be super fun. honour band. which means seeingg lots of people again :D
yay for band geeks lol.

i wish; you wouldnt lie.
i wish; people would realise how much they are hurting others.
i wish; you would give me some space.
i wish; i could apologise to you, but you are not letting me.
i wish; you wouldnt be so cold. its hurting me.
i wish; i could see you again.
i wish; you would talk to me.
i wish; somehow, i could help you.
i wish; you wouldnt listen to everything she says.

SIGN OFF HERE at 10:03 p.m.





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Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
awkward? yeah. annoying? yeah.
some people. just ugh, stay outta my buisness, if i wanted you to know things i would tell you. seriously smarten up !
notttttt looking forward to this exam tomorrow. fucking science. GRR. should be studying right now, but whatever hahaha. gonna fail it anyway, but i really should go study.. or something like that :P
Good Charlotte - I Don't Wanna Be In Love, amazing song. LOVEE it
*<3

SIGN OFF HERE at 9:35 p.m.





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We all need someone to be there for us every now and then, but what happens when noone understands, the most amazing friends in the world just dont know how you feel, they say they do, but you know deep inside they dont. So many friendships come and go, but the real ones, the ones that mean something important, they seem to be dissapearing faster than light. People live and they die, but theres the ones we dont ever know, it hurts to know someone has gone, that you should have known, its scary to know that someone you love could be gone in the blink of an eye. what do you do when that moment comes, and there gone, passed away, or moved away, fights can cause people to never talk again, what do you do then, what do you do when the one you love forgets about you and doesnt talk to you, the only one who knows how to make you smile and laugh, the one who makes you feel loved and the one who never fails to make you love yourself.. what about when thats all gone? Every little thing reminds you of that, yet you know, you have to move on, you keep repeating that to yourself, but it never goes through your head, what do you do then, when they are gone, and your life keeps moving on without them. life is confusing, and then it gets worse, all i know is i gotta keep trekking through this, it will get better. to all of you who have helped me to become who i am today, thank you. there are some people i wish would read this but i know they never will, but i love you all. and i want you to know that you will forever be in my heart, even if im not in yours.we all cry, sometimeswe all need someone who careswe all cry, sometimeswe all need someone who'll be thereanother day had endedshe headed for bed.

SIGN OFF HERE at 9:34 p.m.





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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
6 Days Till Grad
7 Days Till Camping at Salt Lake
8 Days Till Schools Out
10 Days Till Band Camp at IMC
10 Days Till Canada Day
32 Days Till Fiddle Camp at IMC

SIGN OFF HERE at 10:06 p.m.





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