Where the streets have no name

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

WOW i love halloween! hehe .. went trick or treating tonight in newdale, effing freezing! but fun lol .. before that i got my hair done YAY :D:D i LOVE it, i just hope i can style it properly tomorrow lol!! .. haha omg my pony is tiny now, its awesome ! and its so thin ahha ! but neways enuf boringness lol .. wow im hyper, a little too much sugar i think lol! haha omg we had the haunted house today at school for K-6, it was so much fun, i had to sit beside a bowl of jello and make people put there hands in it, and i got mine in there quite alot, perdy gross lol ! and sticky ! .. awhh some of the kids got really scared, i felt so bad lol!well thsats bout it lol coz i have nothin else to sayy !! love ya all xx

SIGN OFF HERE at 9:31 p.m.

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Robyn said the haunted house was lame (well thats cause shes in grade 6) :P

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Monday, October 30, 2006

worst fucking day ever, some people make me so fucking madd... i just wanna fucking punch him. GAHH .. fucking asshole. Haunted house is cancelled for us tonight gerr .. dont feel like bitching nemore, not like anyone cares so w/e

SIGN OFF HERE at 5:12 p.m.

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hey woman, i care..whats all going on?!

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britscrazylife : 7:58 p.m.

wtf is going on here?

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

Woot! Theres Snow! haha perdy exciting! tomorrow were going to the haunted house at shoal lake as a class, tis gunna be sweet! then tuesday were doin the haunted house for the little kids! and then im getting my hair done tuesday night :D and then after that im goin to strath ! tis gunna be perdy awesome! i have nothing to say lol.
x

SIGN OFF HERE at 2:14 p.m.

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how are you guys going to the haunted house as a class? it doesnt open till after dark

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Michele : 4:42 p.m.

were getting drivers to take us lol, its like a night time field trip :D

# posted by

x valerie-anne : 4:44 p.m.

ic.. i'm going tonite :D

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Michele : 4:45 p.m.

THE HAUNTED HOUSE IS AWESOME

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Michele : 9:31 p.m.

hello

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Friday, October 27, 2006

The Crazy Dog

So thursday and friday we went to band camp, i was excited coz i love band, we got there and hung out in our cabin for a while, then we went and played our 3 songs, and they sounded pretty horrible. So then we had sectionals with geordie, and other thn adam and billy bob being annoying it went awesomely! then we had supper and then after supper we did activity things, and the tubas and percussionists were together, and we had to come up with a name for our group so we called it TUBUSSION .. haha it was fun, and we made up a cheer thing, which was gay. etc etc etc .. haha and then at night we snuck out to see the guys but they were sleeping, and we were going back, and the dog saw us, and it started barking so we peeled out, and it started chasing us and everything it was funny as hell lol. So then at like 2.30 we finally settled into bed, and then got woken up by the friggen trumpet at 7.30 haha .. and we were like shit we didnt get up in time to have a shower and we were like crap were gunna be late for breakfast too, but it turned out we had an hour left so we were like wtf lol .. and then we had sectionals, rehearsals etc. and then after lunch we played survival challenge. which was fun. we were in like the forrest part thing and me cass chair and mel were together, and this tree fell down right next to us, it was hilarious ! and then we came home and had the 4h halloween party, that me chele djd at! and thats my story for today lol! love ya all

SIGN OFF HERE at 10:50 p.m.

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Band camp tomorrow and friday! woot woot! lmao ... haha yes i am perdy excited! haha wow some people are so unbelieveably gullible! haha i have like thee most gullible friends ever! its awesome :P my fingers hurt from cutting out so many ghosts (dull) i am rather bored! cops were at school again today. *rolls eyes* well, thats all for today ! and there wont be nuthin till saturday! so love ya all xxx

SIGN OFF HERE at 6:46 p.m.

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there is defiantely somehting fucked up with your layout

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Michele : 7:35 p.m.

yeah i know, i put it on, then the internet stopped working, then i had band camp ill change it asap

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

haha omg drama is awesome, i shoulda joined last year. i cant believe how stewie (or is it stevie?) like Mike sounds .. and how much Tom sounds like tht other guy that i was talking bout lmao. mhmm so thats the interestingness of my day! OOO && I'm getting my hair done next tuesday WOOT!! haha omg im excited .. and a little bit hyper :S lol .. but im out, coz i have nothing else to say, love ya all.
x

SIGN OFF HERE at 6:16 p.m.

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love the new skin... I got a new one too.. check er out!

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Michele : 10:02 p.m.

lol yeah mike sounds like stewie and thomas sounds like jude law. too funny! I love drama too!!

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Anonymous : 7:12 a.m.

good times!!

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Monday, October 23, 2006

Woot, i found a new skin which i love ANDD it allows comments :D!

Everyone PLEASE go to this page on my site

http://pic3.piczo.com/falling-stars-x/?g=19690069&vsrc=preview

So wow am i ever tired. and bored. and blah. lol i have nothing else to write

laterdays

SIGN OFF HERE at 6:06 p.m.

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

what does everyone think of the hair in these pics? coz im thinkin of gettin mine done like this! please comment !

SIGN OFF HERE at 2:50 p.m.

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i like it.. its kinda like how i got mine doen... well cept mine didn't work out rite... but yeah

# posted by

Michele : 4:13 p.m.

i think there awesome val!

# posted by

britscrazylife : 6:18 p.m.

i think there awesome too. But i dont know if your hair is long enough. Although I could be wrong, I'm not a hairdresser.

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Anonymous : 7:29 p.m.

hair that looks fabulous, it usually really high matienence... just remember that.. i never seem to be able to, so i go for the wicked haircuts and then i'm like, crap what was i thinking i cant do that?!!?
yea thats usually how it goes

# posted by

Allison : 7:29 p.m.

all you'd have to do is like straighten it every day

# posted by

Michele : 8:48 p.m.

not really... you'll need to blowdry it and style it that way, and then straighten it... its not like you can just get up in the morning and go.

# posted by

Allison : 9:25 p.m.

nah.. when i had my hair like that during the summer all i did was wash it at nigh.. wake up.. straighten it.. and it looked fine

# posted by

Michele : 9:42 p.m.

lol wow this is like the most comments ive had on one blog :P lol .. haha yeah i dont think it would be that hard, pretty much what i usually do. well not usually but when i do straighten it etc. but i really want something ill like!

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

HOUSE OF WAX IS FRIGGEN SCARY .. i watched half an hour and turned it off :S .. haha omg today was the best, i went to strath to watch vball .. but ended up working in the canteen again. Funiest thing ever happened. Loz & Curtis came to buy stuff and this chick came over to loz and was like .. "hey, i lost a bet, so i think you have a nice body" and me and chelsey just burst out laughing .. and then she started to walk away and Curtis was like "hey whatabout me" and me and chelsey & mrs geekie and claire were laughing SO hard!! it made my day!! haha wow BAND CAMP ON THURSDAY & FRIDAY! lmao im excited !! *stfu all you band haters :P* haha and omg im excited for halloween .. i dont even know why, i dont even know if im doin nethin yet! but im still excited! well im out! love ya all xxx

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.
You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.
Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.
As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

Wow, today i was talking to a friend about how, when im older i wanna help people who are bullied and have a rough home life etc. and this has just made me wanna do it that little bit more !

SIGN OFF HERE at 10:54 p.m.

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Friday, October 20, 2006

Everything always comes back down to the way i dont want it to be. I have an awesome day, but always the next day goes downhill again. why is this? ok so if you have no idea what im talking about, its dave again. he said something last night, which made me think. alot. why are things so horribl between us? why does he hate me so much? why cant we just be friends. instead of always being horrible to each other? i wish i had the guts to talk to him about it? is it that i did something wrong? or is it jut the way he is? why do i even still care about this, pretty much exactly one year after everything happened? i wish he would read this, or something, i wish i could tell him how i feel about this whole situation without it being awkward, or making things worse. but i cant. so i guess this is how things will stay, ill just keep on wishing till i get the guts to talk to him.

also, please check out this page on my website - http://pic3.piczo.com/falling-stars-x/?g=19690069&vsrc=preview

SIGN OFF HERE at 7:46 p.m.

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wow hun, seems like your having a rough time..if i can help let me no okay hunnie! luv ya lots

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britscrazylife : 10:11 p.m.

who the frick is dave?

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

OK IVE DECIDED TO STOP POSTING POEMS, TODAY IS THE LAST TIME I WILL HAVE THEM, UNLESS I WRITE ONE OR FIND AN AMAZINGLY AWESOME ONE LOL

haha wow was tonight ever awesome! so today we got our ELA tests back, and i got a 53% AHHH THATS THE WORST TEST EVER!!!! so then after lunch we had our science test, which went ALOT better than i thought it would, still scared to get it back though lol! and then we had good old band! woot! haha and then school was out .. and Alli, Adri, Michele, Curtis, Evyn & I got to work in the canteen! yay! so before we started at 4 Curtis took us downtown to get some food in the good old truck. "why does the truck jiggle?" lmao good times ! haha and then we drove off and left tim at the hotel .. but went back for him .. so working in the canteen was pretty hectic, we were constantly bringin burgers in lol. and a certain person was being a ass .. nothing new tho lol . and then alli went to give someone a drink .. and i thought she was gunna hug me so i went to hug her too .. it was funny lol. haha and then Curtis' & I scorekept for the girls, and i didnt know what i was doing so curtis was teaching me lol! it was fun, and then tim asked me to scorekeep the other game ........ ON MY OWN :O it was pretty funny, tim was like yelling across the court at me and stuff lol! and then at the end curtis wa like val lets run so we dont have to clear up the mess! haha so yupp all in all i had a pretty sweet day ! yay ! o and mr annonymous commenter, i dont give a damn what you say, your wasting your time :D ! and thanks for the support Gill n Brit! love you guys!

OO i almost forgot todays poem ! :O

Life is full of thrills,

And life can be rough,

Yet life is full of chills,

And life can be tough,

Making decisions,

Fulfilling your dreams,

Choosing your future,

Isn't easy as it seems,

Dealing with pressure,

Dealing with school,

As people criticize you,

They make you look like a fool,

Drama and gossip,

Floating around,

People are talking,

No truth to be found,

Hang out with friends,

So the fun never ends,

Don't drink and drive,..

Maybe then you'll save a life,

Becareful who you trust...

Take a risk if you must,

Share all your laughter

Smile everyday

Forget all your problems

It's better that way,

Just know who you are,

Believe that you can make it

Live your life to the fullest.

And try not to break it.

so i pretty much love it! well neways, im hungry, and tired, so im gunna go lol! love ya all!

Valeriee x3

SIGN OFF HERE at 9:55 p.m.

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VAL I TOTALLY LOVE THAT POEM! and why are you gonna stop posting them? you always find amazing ones, and they brighten my day, cuz i read here everyday! lol so u gotta keep posting them for me! lol
luv ya lots hun!!

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britscrazylife : 12:31 p.m.

brit ill continue posting them on my piczo k, ill put a link on here once i get it done ok ! haha

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

..Lots.Of.Poems.All.How.I.Feel..

..POST.AT.THE.BOTTOM.IF.YOU.DONT.WANNA.READ.POEMS..

She is the type of girl that wishes on stars,

Even though she knows nothing will happen.

She still wants some hope,

that her life will be better.

She wishes to be prettier,

a stronger person.

But most of all,

with tears running down her face,

She wishes for him.

And as I lie outside staring up at the stars,

With the autumn air chilling my body,

I want something more than this.

I will plaster on a smile again tomorrow.

I will pretend to be 'just fine' and be strong.

But right now,

I am just going to break down and cry.

She has to put on that smile,

Just so you never know she's hurt.

So she doesn't have to explain what's wrong.

So when people look at her,

They won't call her the unhappy girl.

She wants to be strong,

So that she will actually be okay one day.

The worst way to be is afraid.

Afraid that you will never get through this,

Scared that you will never love someone else.

Afraid that someday you will really kill yourself.

Worried that you will never be okay.

And one day she hopes her smile will be real.

And for every day that she spent with tears in her eyes,

You will feel all of the pain.

Someday I hope you will be sorry for what you've done.

I hope you look back at everything that happened and feel horrible.

I hope you realize what you've done to me, how you killed me.

I want you to feel like the asshole you are.

You don't know me.

And you never will.

The person you see.

It isn't really me.

Maybe it will hurt a little less

If I just pretend everything is okay.

Maybe it will completely dissapear,

If I laugh a little louder.

Maybe I will want to live again.

If I just struggle through one more day.

Maybe my pretended happiness will become real.

If I believe that I will be okay with all my might.

Hey everyone! so .. those poems .. wow .. i read them on this site .. and yeah .. thought id publish them here .. coz i like them .. well today we got our drama parts .. got the one i wanted, not sure if i want it anymore though .. not sure what i want anymore .. i know that i want certain people to quit talking shit about me .. when i can hear them .. you dont even understand how fucking hard it is to be sitting in class, and then they start talking about you. it hurts. alot. last night i talked to a friend about everything. and it was weird, coz shes going through pretty much the same thing right now. for once someone understands, just sucks that theres nothing i can do to help her situation. but w/e. i think that some things are so over-fucking-rated. why is it that you can give advice, and people will take it, and it will help them alot, but you have the same problem, and you cant take your own advice, theres nothing you can do to help your problem?! someone wana explain this to me? also, .. dammit i lost my train of thought when mum called .. hmm .. ohh, so yeah .. things are getting a little better now, i guess. except for the backstabbing friends, bullshitting guys, and volleyball. i now have drama to look forward too. and tomorrow after school im workin in the canteen with alli & adri & evyn :)

well anyways. gotta go cook supper.

love yall x

SIGN OFF HERE at 4:48 p.m.

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I suggest you be grateful, and take the part you got, because a lot of people DON'T have parts....

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Michele : 6:41 p.m.

well thats what im saying, theres others that can do it better than i could, but w/e bitch at me all you like, i can say whatever the fuck i want in my blog ok ?!

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x valerie-anne : 6:44 p.m.

VAL YOUR JUST A FAT UGLY BITCH WHO TAKES EVERYTHING TO SERIOUSLY, GET A FUCKING LIFE AND QUIT BITCHING ABOUT YOURS, THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WITH WORSE LIVES THAN YOU. FUCKING UGLY WHORE X_X

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Anonymous : 7:15 p.m.

WOW! i can not believe some of this..who do u think you are calling val a fat ugly bitch, do you not have any respect for anyone at all?! it shouldnt matter to you what a person looks like, and you no what YOU! may think that people have worse lives than her, but you probably dont understand how bad it actually is! u havent experienced it, and YOUR NOT HER! so leave her alone if your just going to be like that, and as for the backstabbing friends, they obviously werent your friends to begin with! and boys well fuck there just stupid asses anyways!:P lol remeber val RUN INTO A WALL IT HURTS LESS!:P(insider!)HAHA LOL... but dont listen to what anyone has to say..you no how great you are! you help me through things all the time..and the reason you cant take your own advice to help you is because it was ment for someone else, and the situations arent always entirely the same...you just gotta keep your head up high, and say "Im better than this" i love you to pieces hunni, and if anyone has a problem with you, then they can take it up with me..my blog address is on here to, and im not afraid to stand up for a friend!! and your more like a SISTER! so they can just go fuck themselves if they want to be like that

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britscrazylife : 7:58 p.m.

Who the FUCK is this anonymous person?! You quit bitching!! Don't you realise how rude you are and how much you're hurting her? What the fuck, like honestly ... some people need to get a fucking life.... why don't you worry about your own life and stop interfering in other peoples? Are you so insecure and immature that the only way you can make yourself feel better is by making other people feel like shit? I don't think I've ever been this mad in my entire life. And Fucking Ugly Whore? Do you even know the definition of a whore? Because if you did I'm pretty sure you'd realize that it DOESN'T describe Val, neither does ugly or fat. Christ did your parents teach you no manners? Have you never heard the saying "If you don't have anything nice to say then don't say anything at all?" ... and just incase you're unable to understand the oh-so-complex nature of that sentence, it baically means SHUT UP! Oh, and if you're going to leave nasty comments, at least have the guts to put your name ... Well, I hope you grow up pretty soon before your friends realize what an immature little brat you truly are .. OH, P.S If you want to leave someone anonymous comments go ahead and leave them on my blog, do I sound like I'm scared?! www.gillscrazyadventures.blogspot.com ... cause I can deal with any shit you throw at me .. am I as insecure or immature as you? No, Fat, Ugly, Stupid? Probably in your small minded opinion but hey that's life! Go on, leave a comment. I.DARE.YOU.

# posted by

Anonymous : 3:23 a.m.

way to go gill i totally agree with you!! lol thats our lil sis there messing wiht;) lol yours for real tho!lol luv ya tons hun

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britscrazylife : 12:48 p.m.

Hey Val ... just to let you know my new blog site is www.still-holding-on.blogspot.com ... It's the same old blog I just felt like changing the address!

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Anonymous : 7:45 p.m.

woah, why are you bitching at "chele" ? and "britscrazylife" is right, you "anonymous" shouldn't be calling you a fat whore, they should be calling "britscrazylife" that... and if you are going to just post about your problems then expect to get responses like that...

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Anonymous : 7:37 p.m.

you no, people can call me whatever they want to..me and my friends no who i am, and if thats what you think i am congradulations your the first.and what you have to say doesnt bother me at all..so get a life and leave all of us alone. you dont even have the guts to post your own name

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britscrazylife : 7:53 p.m.

For fucks sake... if you are going to write something have the deceny to sign the damn comment. people like you make me mad, do you even know who we are or do you just go on randoms sites and post asshole comments? what a sad life you must lead ...

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

I NEED A COSTUME FOR HALLOWEEN! POST IDEAS! PLEASEE!!!!!

Todays Poem;

Daily Routine
Its when your at a point
In your life
Where you feel like there's no one to turn to.
No one to trust.
You're not living your life,
You're getting through it
And not very well.
Everyday its a struggle.
Get up.
Go to school.
Trying to be perfect but
Knowing that every other girl In the hall is 10 times better than
You are.
Go home.
Cry yourself to sleep.
Wake up and do it again...

its hard to know that some people out there, who were my friends just last week no longer care about anything in my life. everything just keeps getting worse, ms f called wanting to talk to mum .. luckily shes away till thursday. i wanna know why the fuck this turned into such a big fucking deal, i wish everyone would just forget about it, that things would go back to the way they were before volleyball started. Someone wanna please tell me why we cant just all do tht? and why, now, on tuesday, 5 days, 10 lectures, 4 fights and 5 days of me being bitchy we cant just drop the whole fucking thing?! katie, i will explain sometime if you really wanna know. GERRRR .. i wanna know why she called! .. hmm .. so whats comming up thats exciting? nothing, im no longer lookin forward to band camp coz my mum might have to come, no olleyball to look forward to, no exciting things at school no effing nothing. i failed my french today, like completely and utterly, every question :'( .. arghh .. and i have science test thursday, and we got a practise one today and i dont think i know any of it! could this month get any friggen worse?! prolly could knowing my luck. and hmm .. OHH i getta work in the canteen with Alli Adri & Evyn thursday after school. should be a good time! and porlly on the weekend sometime too! well neways .. i gotta go do laundry and cook supper
x

SIGN OFF HERE at 5:32 p.m.

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I ALREADY TOLD YOU WHAT YOU SHOULD BE FOR HALLOWEEN......... A USED Q-TIP OR A HEAD ON A SILVER PLATTER LMAO

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Michele : 9:54 p.m.

lmao no .. haha the first ones gross and the second ones too difficutl to make lmao

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Monday, October 16, 2006

has anyone ever heard this song? i heard it on the way home from violin tonight, and it inspired me, heres some lyrics, i suggest you all download it ! or go listen to it here .. http://youtube.com/watch?v=2LRtU0PUcvQ

Another day has almost come and gone
Cant imagine what else could wrong
Sometimes Id like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war
(cause)Tomorrows another day
And Im thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain
Its almost like the hard times circle round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but Im not dead
Tomorrows another day
And Im thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain
Im not gonna let it get me down
Im not gonna cry
And Im not gonna lose any sleep tonight

well its late, and i really shouldnt be on here, so love ya all
x

SIGN OFF HERE at 11:50 p.m.

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hey val! i totally love that song, its very truly inspiring! soo keep postin the good stuff! lov ya lots hun!

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*Confusion*
I'm not sure
what I should do.
I listen to your voice
Letting you words go through
My mind.
How could you
Make me feel so insecure,
So alone...
I thought I hadIt all,
but everything was just an illusion.
So now I'm lost.
Wondering if you ever cared.
Stuck in a seemingly permenent
C.O.N.F.U.S.I.O.N

So thats todays poem, and wow, i said things seemed to be getting better? fuck was i wrong. Today i got called to the office coz mr g wanted to speak to me about the whole volleyball thing .. WHY THE FUCK DID THIS TURN INTO SUCH A BIG DEAL?! im glad i have friends like chele and britney and alli and su-jean to keep me sane. So today pretty much sucked ass, except for last break talking with Su-Jean, Kaitlan & Kim. "if i saw her face at night it owuld scare me" lol .. well yes, im still majorly pissed, this whole vball thing has screwed EVERYTHING up, and im sorry if i bitched at you today, you'll know if im meaning you about this. gerrrrr i just wanna scream...... i hate how everything has gotten so fucked up over a stupid friggen thing at vball .. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
thursday im hopefully gunna be workin canteen with alli and adri. yay lol. well neways, im sick of bitching and reminding myself of this whole situation, talk to ya all later
x

SIGN OFF HERE at 5:30 p.m.

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don't worry about mr g.. he fucking always gets into everyones business and makes everything a big deal. Like once.. me and kim had a little fight and he made us skip an entire class and apologize to each other and gave Jodi an LLO for not making it better.. it was fucking retarded!

# posted by

Michele : 7:36 p.m.

haha WAHT happened with the whole volleyball situation anyways?! Lol wanna fill me in .. ypu know where to find me

# posted by

katryn : 8:56 p.m.

what's the vball thing ... explan. RIGHT NOW! lol, email me

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

I have decided that from now on my blog is not just gunna be about my day. I'm gunna post a poem a day that shows how im feeling or one that i really like. But im still gunna blab on about my life too lol :D .. so how is everyone? things seem to be getting a little better i guess. although we'll just have to wait til school tomorrow to see. On tuesday wed and thurs im gunna have to get up and ready for school by myself :S and also wake mark up .. not so excited about that :S so if im late for school thats why :P lol .. hmm so yeah thats pretty much all for today - heres thee poem;

i`m nowhere near perfect;
i eat when i`m bored,
i fall for boys too easily,
i`m vulnerable to believing lies,
im hoping that one day i dont need a fake smile
i live by quotes & lyrics that explain exactly what i`m going through.
i have my best friends& my enemies;
drama&&memories.
i`m just your
..average typical teenager.

SIGN OFF HERE at 3:04 p.m.

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* No more,
No less,
No 2nd guess.
I laugh,
I love,
I live,
I cry.
And some times I wish I would die,
some days im funny
others im not.
some times im in overdrive.
And I cant stop
you may not like me,
but thats ok,
This is me.
And this is how ill stay.

i found this and loved it. thought id post it here, comments are nice :)

SIGN OFF HERE at 12:28 a.m.

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Hey val!! i love that poem, its amazing! and as for all the stuff that happened before you wrote that poem, im soo sorry! they are soo mean and really need to grow up, and you are nothing that they said...and being loud is okay, cuz your alot of fun, and being loud is just you! and we love it! it doesnt matter if those girls do or not, but quit frankly they need to grow up, and realize that they are losing a great friend, who would alawys be there for them! so i wouldnt worry about them to much cuz you still have me, and michele, and gill! and we all love you your like a lil sister to all of us lol espically to gill! lol
talk to you laters hunnie!

hope things get better! luv ya tons!
XxXx~Brit~

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

thank you Gill and Michele .. alot, you guys are awesome! i couldnt wish for 2 better big sisters ! even if one of them isnt a sister lol! so what i didnt write yesterday, we had the asset summit thing in the morning, it wasnt as good as last time, but it was still fun, then after lunch we had to go tidy up the rink, which we got done super quickly, so we went back to school and watched vball, then i came home and went to the dance in sl, which was fun! hanging out with Su-Jean Chantal & Breaden! well yeah .. so back to why i came to post here.. im so confused, im not sure if the girls are mad at me, or whats going on?! im so confused, can someone please tell me the truth about what ms f said to you guys at lunch yesterday? coz this whole situation is REALLY starting to piss me off. and also, does anyone know why ms findlay hates me so much in the first place? like wtf did i ever do up until now? well neways thanks again chele and gill, you guys rock! love you! x3

SIGN OFF HERE at 7:29 p.m.

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Friday, October 13, 2006

why does everything in my life have to go wrong? am i that bad of a person? i HATE THE WAY I AM .. tonight i realised why ive been having such a hard time on the guys side of things, im an ugly loud fat bitch. so yeah thats all figured out. Why do my 'friends' do and say such horrible things ? ok now for some truth and apologies. The way i act at school and around my friends is not me, behind all of that bullshit which i am trying to change is a quiet, lonely girl, and i wish the real me would come out more, people that dont even know me hate me! why is that ? COZ IM SO FUCKING LOUD :'( i fucking hate this, and everthing with vball recently, the truth is it was all getting too stressful, i tried so hard not to break down on thursday, but it was so difficult. im really sorry girls, for everything. ms f on the other hand, i am not sorry at all for the shit i said to her. coz shes a bitch . sorry but its how i feel. well anyway, i guess i should go try to sleep.
peace x3

SIGN OFF HERE at 11:52 p.m.

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awe.. **BIG HUG** you are not ugly, you are not fat, you are not loud (okay well maybe you're loud, but in a good way, like me!! haha). You are beautiful... and I love you the way you are... I wouldn't want you to change a thing... and if your so called "friends" don't like you the way you are then they obviousely aren't very good friends at all.... we should so totally go shopping some time!! haha. LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER!!!

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Michele : 10:20 a.m.

there is nothing wrong with you, but there is obviousely something wrong with your "friends" and boys!!

# posted by

Michele : 10:20 a.m.

well for starters you're not fat or ugly .. yes you're loud but that's who you are. and secondly whoever these so called fucked up friends of yours are you should ditch them ... if they make you feel that bad they're not your friends ... go find some real people not stuck up bitches with their heads up their asses .. god some people piss me off ... who r ya talking about anyways? and boys are pricks so I wouldn't worry about that ...

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Anonymous : 1:17 p.m.

thanks you guys, you always know how to put a smile on my face, love ya !

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x valerie-anne : 7:06 p.m.

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

when i see you together, my heart breaks in half & its not because i
hate her & its not because she doesnt deserve you & its not because i
still love you.. its because i always told you that you deserve the best and now
im afraid you found it

Hows everyone doing?! well i just found that quote and i really like it, so i thought id post it in here! haha so wow, how boring can school get? lol, in gym today we did skipping, lol it was fun! haha .. we had a test in french AHH, kinda scared to get that one back lol! haha ! omg band was so fun today, ok i know im a band geek. haha wow im totally phsyced for band camp lol its gunna be fun! geordies gunna be the percussion teacher thinger! so thats cool lol. hmm haha omg it snowed again today! i effing love snow! haha wow, like snow means winter, winter means christmas, christmas means new year, new year means party. yeah ill stop now lol. haha im also excited for friday! dance in shoal lake, gunna party with Su-Jean and Chantal!! woot. ohh and halloween! yeah we getta do the haunted house woot ! haha well wow im like so incredibly bored and hyper so ill stop now! love yall !

Val x

SIGN OFF HERE at 7:17 p.m.

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o yeash... Geordie... he's an alcoholic now you know!

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Michele : 10:24 p.m.

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I AM NOT EMO, I AM NOT A LESBIAN OK?! GET IT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEADS. Quit talking shit about me, o yeah sure you may think its all a big joke. but you dont even fucking realise how much it hurts to have shit like that said about you. so fucking quit already. also, you say im a bitch and am always in a bad mood, maybe if you didnt treat me like shit i would be nice to you!. so, now that we've got that off our chest.

i.hate.being.sick.

gah .. so yesterday i felt absaloutly horrible and slept for like 2hours and got up and i felt alright again, today i feel awesome, go to school, get through lunch and everything feeling good, then good old science comes along and i feel horrible, then i have vball and hurt my wrist. but its alright, it hurt like a bitch to spike though.

a better note

gill was home this weekend, and i actually got to see her this time. its weird how you can fight with someone all the time, but when there not around you realise how much they mean to you, and you end up missing them alot. so it was good to see her again. also drama tryout things are wed and thurs. so im pretty excited about that! Ohh and it snowed today, but its all gone again :( but thats all for now, love ya all
Val xx

SIGN OFF HERE at 7:20 p.m.

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well wow who was saying shit bout you ... lol Ill beat em up lol haha just jokes.. thats not very nice.. at all...anyayss i read your blog lol haha i gotta go to bed night

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Monday, October 09, 2006

Ok, so i dont celebrate thanksgiving, but i couldnt think of another title lol ! so wow this has been a pretty awesome weekend! kaitlyns saturday, nothing yesterday, but i watched 2 movies, 2 fast 2 furious and this other one called "movie" and omg movie is like THEE weirdest movie EVER! like even weirder than Elephant, man that movies f*cked up lmao! but yeah, if ever you see movie is on on your tv i suggest you watch it, its a good laugh lol, but its not a funny laugh its like this movie is so retarded you just HAVE to laugh lol! haha i enjoyed it actually ! lol! omg does anyone else love my background ?! i found it thanks to lauren, whos blog i found a link on lol! so yeah, i have violin lesson this afternoon! woo hoo.. not .. gahh .. but o well its not that bad, and Gills leaving in a little while :( so im gunna go, laterdays xxx

SIGN OFF HERE at 1:14 p.m.

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you didn't think the background was cool when I had it..

# posted by

Michele : 4:21 p.m.

Chele you never had this background, and if you did i dont remember, but i do like it haha, so o well !

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x valerie-anne : 7:14 p.m.

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

lmao hat was hilarious! so last night i stayed at kaitlyns! it was so effing fun ! we were really hyper lol .. but when ISNT kaitlyn hyper?! lol. So yeah that was pretty damn fun ! lol. we had a pretty crazy time, but we didnt get as high as last time ;) lmao! but then i guess he wasnt there, thank god, lmao hey kaitlyn! hmm, so hows everyones weekend going?! i am so effing bored, i watched 2 fast 2 furious for like the 4th time eariler! i love tht movie, i wanna see tokyo drift .. oo and saw 3 comes out on october 31st! woot woot! hmm so yeah nothing else is really new in my life right now, Gills home for the weekend so thats pretty awesome! hhaha and omg theres this really hot guy whos email i have! haha eh kaitlyn ! :P lmao ! but yeah thats all for now so till next time comment me! lol coz ive had like none so far *tear* lol ok ive had 4 but thts still not tht many lol! :P well l8er days xxx
I DECIDED TO ADD TO THIS POST;
ok so im really confused right now, theres this guy, lets call him dave. dave and i dont talk so much anymore becuase we had a really big fight a long time ago, and i hate how we never talk anymore. && last night i said some pretty horrible things that i wish i hadnt, coz now i know i cant take them back and things are gunna be even worse, and i hate it and feel like crying, why do i always screw this friendship up? is it gunna stay like this forever? will we ever be friends again? will we ever even talk again? im so confused, and i cant talk to him about it coz he blocked me, and i dont wanna email him coz i know he wont reply coz he prolly doesnt even read anything i send him, i dont know what i did wrong in the first place? is it coz of everything that happened like 10 months ago?! or did i do something else wrong? or is it not even because of me? is it somethihng thats happened in his life that makes him not want to talk to me or know me or even aknowledge me in any way?!!? im so confused, someone please help me, i just wish he could read this, and know how much im sorry, but i know he never will, so i guess things will never change .. gahh, well anyways i gguess thats all for now, coz who am i kidding noones gunna read this that i want to read it so i guess im wasting my time, bye for now
°Val

SIGN OFF HERE at 1:37 p.m.

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hey hun!! i totally no what you mean by that..and if you need to talk or need my help, just let me no cuz you no im here for ya no matter what!!
luv ya tons hun!
xxxxx

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britscrazylife : 2:27 p.m.

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Friday, October 06, 2006

".. where did i go wrong i lost a friend somewhere along the bitterness." How To Save A Life by The Fray is an absaloutly amazing song. i can relate to that line so much, its exactly how i feel.
OTHER THINGS PISSING ME OFF;
Wow .. life is a bitch sometimes, and so are people. So this one "friend" ok were not exactly friends, more like, 2 people who hang around each other but arent close really at all . so anyway, recently she has been pissing me off SOOOOOOOO much, like doing annoying stuff, bitching at me in vball, saying really uncalled for stuff, and pretty much being a total bitch, and im sorry if anyone reads this and figures out who it is, but right now this is how i feel, and it is horrible ! so thats all for now
xxx

SIGN OFF HERE at 7:29 p.m.

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

ok i know you can edit posts but this one is importanter ! I HATE MEANINGFUL SONGS, when the person doesnt even fucking realise why its meaningful like wt ! haha lol wow its been too long since all tht happened, put the past away .. lol i have a song for like everything lol ! some songs that you must download person reading my blog !
FM Static - Tonight
Groove Coverage - Poison
FM Static - Crazy Mary !
does anyone actually read this ? leave me a comment if you do k ?! haha well now im out haha l8az xx

SIGN OFF HERE at 10:13 p.m.

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hey val!! lol i read these things lol just so you no!! haha and i totally love the song TONIGHT by FM STATIC!! its amazing!! lol luv ya tons hun! talk to u laters
~brit~

# posted by

Anonymous : 10:30 p.m.

i read it hunny!1

# posted by

Allison : 4:36 p.m.

Yeah i read them lol all the time im a loser i have no life lol
i also write in one speaking of which thats what i should do! lol laters dude OH and you know do what ya gotta do bout bitchyness lol IGNORE Them or jsut ignore the comments and be nice to everyone lol night!!

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katryn : 10:02 p.m.

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Had vball practise after school today, i didnt make one serve at all gahh so i was in a crap mood and then screwed up like 10 times ! hopeflly ill play good on thursday, then i had 4h and got voted secretary and michele was like no no your doing it all wrong lol ! haha seems nothings going right at the moment lol ! and as for the bitchyness, i hate it when people are all like ohh im so much better thn you .. IT MAKES ME SO MAD ... prolly noone knows what im talking about, but thats prolly a good thing, well im off to bed coz im shattered ! luv ya all ! xx

SIGN OFF HERE at 10:11 p.m.

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