why does everything in my life have to go wrong? am i that bad of a person? i HATE THE WAY I AM .. tonight i realised why ive been having such a hard time on the guys side of things, im an ugly loud fat bitch. so yeah thats all figured out. Why do my 'friends' do and say such horrible things ? ok now for some truth and apologies. The way i act at school and around my friends is not me, behind all of that bullshit which i am trying to change is a quiet, lonely girl, and i wish the real me would come out more, people that dont even know me hate me! why is that ? COZ IM SO FUCKING LOUD :'( i fucking hate this, and everthing with vball recently, the truth is it was all getting too stressful, i tried so hard not to break down on thursday, but it was so difficult. im really sorry girls, for everything. ms f on the other hand, i am not sorry at all for the shit i said to her. coz shes a bitch . sorry but its how i feel. well anyway, i guess i should go try to sleep. peace x3
SIGN OFF HERE at 11:52 p.m.
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awe.. **BIG HUG** you are not ugly, you are not fat, you are not loud (okay well maybe you're loud, but in a good way, like me!! haha). You are beautiful... and I love you the way you are... I wouldn't want you to change a thing... and if your so called "friends" don't like you the way you are then they obviousely aren't very good friends at all.... we should so totally go shopping some time!! haha. LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER!!!
well for starters you're not fat or ugly .. yes you're loud but that's who you are. and secondly whoever these so called fucked up friends of yours are you should ditch them ... if they make you feel that bad they're not your friends ... go find some real people not stuck up bitches with their heads up their asses .. god some people piss me off ... who r ya talking about anyways? and boys are pricks so I wouldn't worry about that ...
: 1:17 p.m. 