I NEED A COSTUME FOR HALLOWEEN! POST IDEAS! PLEASEE!!!!!

Todays Poem;

Daily Routine
Its when your at a point
In your life
Where you feel like there's no one to turn to.
No one to trust.
You're not living your life,
You're getting through it
And not very well.
Everyday its a struggle.
Get up.
Go to school.
Trying to be perfect but
Knowing that every other girl In the hall is 10 times better than
You are.
Go home.
Cry yourself to sleep.
Wake up and do it again...

its hard to know that some people out there, who were my friends just last week no longer care about anything in my life. everything just keeps getting worse, ms f called wanting to talk to mum .. luckily shes away till thursday. i wanna know why the fuck this turned into such a big fucking deal, i wish everyone would just forget about it, that things would go back to the way they were before volleyball started. Someone wanna please tell me why we cant just all do tht? and why, now, on tuesday, 5 days, 10 lectures, 4 fights and 5 days of me being bitchy we cant just drop the whole fucking thing?! katie, i will explain sometime if you really wanna know. GERRRR .. i wanna know why she called! .. hmm .. so whats comming up thats exciting? nothing, im no longer lookin forward to band camp coz my mum might have to come, no olleyball to look forward to, no exciting things at school no effing nothing. i failed my french today, like completely and utterly, every question :'( .. arghh .. and i have science test thursday, and we got a practise one today and i dont think i know any of it! could this month get any friggen worse?! prolly could knowing my luck. and hmm .. OHH i getta work in the canteen with Alli Adri & Evyn thursday after school. should be a good time! and porlly on the weekend sometime too! well neways .. i gotta go do laundry and cook supper
x