Sunday, October 08, 2006
lmao hat was hilarious! so last night i stayed at kaitlyns! it was so effing fun ! we were really hyper lol .. but when ISNT kaitlyn hyper?! lol. So yeah that was pretty damn fun ! lol. we had a pretty crazy time, but we didnt get as high as last time ;) lmao! but then i guess he wasnt there, thank god, lmao hey kaitlyn! hmm, so hows everyones weekend going?! i am so effing bored, i watched 2 fast 2 furious for like the 4th time eariler! i love tht movie, i wanna see tokyo drift .. oo and saw 3 comes out on october 31st! woot woot! hmm so yeah nothing else is really new in my life right now, Gills home for the weekend so thats pretty awesome! hhaha and omg theres this really hot guy whos email i have! haha eh kaitlyn ! :P lmao ! but yeah thats all for now so till next time comment me! lol coz ive had like none so far *tear* lol ok ive had 4 but thts still not tht many lol! :P well l8er days xxx
I DECIDED TO ADD TO THIS POST; ok so im really confused right now, theres this guy, lets call him dave. dave and i dont talk so much anymore becuase we had a really big fight a long time ago, and i hate how we never talk anymore. && last night i said some pretty horrible things that i wish i hadnt, coz now i know i cant take them back and things are gunna be even worse, and i hate it and feel like crying, why do i always screw this friendship up? is it gunna stay like this forever? will we ever be friends again? will we ever even talk again? im so confused, and i cant talk to him about it coz he blocked me, and i dont wanna email him coz i know he wont reply coz he prolly doesnt even read anything i send him, i dont know what i did wrong in the first place? is it coz of everything that happened like 10 months ago?! or did i do something else wrong? or is it not even because of me? is it somethihng thats happened in his life that makes him not want to talk to me or know me or even aknowledge me in any way?!!? im so confused, someone please help me, i just wish he could read this, and know how much im sorry, but i know he never will, so i guess things will never change .. gahh, well anyways i gguess thats all for now, coz who am i kidding noones gunna read this that i want to read it so i guess im wasting my time, bye for now
°Val
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