*Confusion* I'm not sure what I should do. I listen to your voice Letting you words go through My mind. How could you Make me feel so insecure, So alone... I thought I hadIt all, but everything was just an illusion. So now I'm lost. Wondering if you ever cared. Stuck in a seemingly permenent C.O.N.F.U.S.I.O.N
So thats todays poem, and wow, i said things seemed to be getting better? fuck was i wrong. Today i got called to the office coz mr g wanted to speak to me about the whole volleyball thing .. WHY THE FUCK DID THIS TURN INTO SUCH A BIG DEAL?! im glad i have friends like chele and britney and alli and su-jean to keep me sane. So today pretty much sucked ass, except for last break talking with Su-Jean, Kaitlan & Kim. "if i saw her face at night it owuld scare me" lol .. well yes, im still majorly pissed, this whole vball thing has screwed EVERYTHING up, and im sorry if i bitched at you today, you'll know if im meaning you about this. gerrrrr i just wanna scream...... i hate how everything has gotten so fucked up over a stupid friggen thing at vball .. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH thursday im hopefully gunna be workin canteen with alli and adri. yay lol. well neways, im sick of bitching and reminding myself of this whole situation, talk to ya all later x
SIGN OFF HERE at 5:30 p.m.
Comments:
don't worry about mr g.. he fucking always gets into everyones business and makes everything a big deal. Like once.. me and kim had a little fight and he made us skip an entire class and apologize to each other and gave Jodi an LLO for not making it better.. it was fucking retarded!
