Sorry for not posting in so long you guys. i have been so busy this week, i dont even know why.. its stupid, ive had the worst week in a long time.

How come whenever you like a guy, theres always something there that stops it? you dont know them well enough, dont wanna ruin the friendshit, age diff, so many things. its so stupid. i feel like bitching, so you guys dont have to read this if you dont wanna. Tonight was the dance, it was alright. only 1 week left till end of semester (other than exams) for high school, which means alot of the grade 12s are leaving .. and a couple of them i do NOT want to go :'( im gunna miss them so much. Its weird knowing someone for about 2 years, and being SO close, and then there leaving, and its horrible.

I also fucking HATE being in the middle of things, its fucking horrible. one person tells you one story and another tells you a diff one .. and you want to believe the first person cause they would never lie to you and mean the world to you .. but then the 2nd person is bitching to everyone about it.. yeah you probably all know what i mean.. and im sick of it .. so everyone just get a fucking life.. im sick of this bullshit, it has nothing to do with me but once again ive been dragged into it I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU DO WHEN YOUR FUCKING WASTED.. IF YOU DONT WANT SHIT, DONT DRINK! SIMPLE AS THAT!

& i have fucking 4h curling tomorrow, NOT looking forward to that AT all .. fackk .. bunch of little kids, cold, i feel like shit, im tired.

This is fucking bullshit

im out of here

love ya'll