Sunday, February 17, 2008
life is like a box of chocolates, you dont know what your going to get, but its always a surprise. Some are good surprises and some are bad, but you just have to keep chewing and get rid of it!
life.is.a.mess!
people are pathetic
the people that i once thought i could trust, who i thought would never judge me are proving me wrong
yay for new friends. who judge by who you are when you meet, not what you used to be
i'm really sick of certain people telling everyone my life, if i wanted the world to know, i would fucking tell them, so next time you want to open that huge mouth of yours, think about what your saying, and how it could be hurting other people. this is the third piece of shit you have told the world that has to do with me.
1st you told them why me and randy broke up, do you not think if i wanted everyone to know then i would have made an announcement, "me and randy broke up because blah blah blah"
2nd you told them personal secrets. ashley phoned me and asked "did this really happen?" and i said yeah but how in the fuck did you find that out???!! "oh, rgbagbr told me!
AND NOW!
jumping to the conclusion that i fucking do THAT just because i go downtown with her?
im sorry. but i am really fucking sick of your shit and i think that you really need to grow the absolute fuck up.
i know kindergarteners that are more mature than you, you graduate this year for christs sake.
you are almost 18 years old
dont you think your a little too old to be spreading dumb shit around? cause i do.
and i also think that maybe you should take a look around, and at your own life.
think about what your saying and how bad it could hurt others.
cause you dont know how much pain and broken friendships you have caused because of these rumours.
so grow up.
saw h.i.m today.
can you say awkward?
i can. and thats what today was.
im sick of being put down.
oh you scewed this up, you shouldnt have done that.
blah blah blah
just fucking dont expect me to do it next year.
i know i suck
i said that from the start
you said i would do
im also sick of some friends
they just dont understand why i do this
or why i dont want to do things
they dont understand me
im sick of not having you in my life
to have you to fall apart to
like i used to
to not have you to love
to tell me everything will be alright
everything will work, just give it time
telling me stories ten times worse so my problems seem like nothing.
i love you and you dont even know anymore.
goodbye.
SIGN OFF HERE at 10:57 p.m.
: 11:30 p.m.