We all need someone to be there for us every now and then, but what happens when noone understands, the most amazing friends in the world just dont know how you feel, they say they do, but you know deep inside they dont. So many friendships come and go, but the real ones, the ones that mean something important, they seem to be dissapearing faster than light. People live and they die, but theres the ones we dont ever know, it hurts to know someone has gone, that you should have known, its scary to know that someone you love could be gone in the blink of an eye. what do you do when that moment comes, and there gone, passed away, or moved away, fights can cause people to never talk again, what do you do then, what do you do when the one you love forgets about you and doesnt talk to you, the only one who knows how to make you smile and laugh, the one who makes you feel loved and the one who never fails to make you love yourself.. what about when thats all gone? Every little thing reminds you of that, yet you know, you have to move on, you keep repeating that to yourself, but it never goes through your head, what do you do then, when they are gone, and your life keeps moving on without them. life is confusing, and then it gets worse, all i know is i gotta keep trekking through this, it will get better. to all of you who have helped me to become who i am today, thank you. there are some people i wish would read this but i know they never will, but i love you all. and i want you to know that you will forever be in my heart, even if im not in yours.we all cry, sometimeswe all need someone who careswe all cry, sometimeswe all need someone who'll be thereanother day had endedshe headed for bed.